White Silk Tie

I hope & pray that you are well, that you are in good health, that you are safe and that as much as is possible if at all in the darkness that you chose, that all your dreams have come true for you.

Helmut Newton Woman Into Man

©Helmut Newton/Paris Vogue 1975


©Helmut Newton/Paris Vogue 1975


©Helmut Newton/Paris Vogue 1975

Wednesday My Princess Day

©Petra Maricela Thompson Violetarojo

Steadfast

I miss you so fucking much and yet I don't even know if I ever really spoke with you at all., who was I really talking to. Something inside me believes that at first it was you that I spoke with but then a lil voice comes and whispers that its what I want to believe. I know it sounds crazy and impossible but I don't feel confused about how I still feel about you. I love you so damn much and I need to understand it.

I was able to free one hand and I pulled and pulled at the gauze that was wrapped and overlapped round my eyes till I could see again but things are still a blur. I am on my knees praying for you everyday, you are always in my heart, my mind, my sights but most importantly you are always with me. God be with you and any others that are there with you wherever there is. I know I sound crazy but I really don't care, I love you and your beauty and all that you and I shared. You were so kind to me, you came into my life and saved me from myself and then you mysteriously vanished and left me here all alone. I am here steadfast in my love and prayers for you, holding on I wait for you. I stay here waiting only for you Wednesday, my sweet true love.

A Dark Voice

My heart is breaking
My head aches
My love cries out for you
My eyes close
My sight slips away
My mind won't shut down
My thoughts are filled with you
My imagination runs away from me
My hunger for who are you grows
My thirst for a word from you burns
My throat is so damn dry
My voice feels chapped
My pain whispers to me in a dark voice that screams
My being longs for your touch
My Wednesday were you ever
My Wednesday were you ever really mine

©Petra Maricela Thompson Violetarojo

Thirty Days

How can I not love you still. Even if at the end you were not ever one of the ones that I spoke with from the start. I love you just the same, I am in love with you, I am haunted by you. My love, where do I go from here, only God knows. I just pray that my future will be revealed to me in the meantime please know that I am with you in spirit! You are in my heart and my thoughts each moment of each day, I will not ever stop loving you or looking for you my sweet heavenly angel, muah! Your lil M.

Circle Of Hope

Image ©Asuka

I dont know from where it came
Or even how it all began
But when I woke this morning
I found that I had fallen
From the twentyninth floor
Stunned I thought
I am torn apart
From limb to limb
I have been destroyed
Instead I suddenly realized
The surface beneath me
Was soft and dry
I found myself laying
In a circle of hope

©Petra Maricela Thompson Violetarojo